A Confession

I've got a hunger
Twisting my stomach into knots
That my tongue has tied off

My brain's repeating
"If you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth.

Bop ba, this is the sound of settling.

I'm happy for everyone who passed public - only 3 more papers to clear. But I'm really really pissed about somethings.

Firstly, why does ***** have to make everything such a damn competition? It's really annoying when people try to one up each other constantly, and on one occasion it led to the end of one of my friendships. Then again, I know plenty of brilliant people who lack maturity and dare I say, tact. Maybe they don't care. Who knows.

Secondly, I was hoping for a fair fight. It's not fair that some people are marked stricter than others, just because they happened to be liked less. Don't get me wrong; I'm an ardent supporter of nepotism, but only when it comes to opportunities. Personally I would trade my pass for a fail if that meant that everyone was marked on the same standard. It just totally cheapens my grade and I feel shitty even though I met my target of a pass. Like the mock exams was a total farce that was calculated from the start.

I blog about my party some time later. Got a lot of catching up to do.