This isn't meaningful; practicing law and drinking scotch at 9 o'clock in the morning. Well, ok, maybe the scotch is meaningful.
-Denny Crane
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The stress is up and I have officially hit the bottle. In one night, I had a sex on the beach, sea breeze, vodka red bull and chivas coke. Blame it on a number of things; my breakup, the schoolwork, self destructive tendencies; whatever. At least I'm having a blast debasing myself. And booze once a month is enough to tide me over 'til the next time. I just hope that I don't get damn low blood pressure again. Note to self, however: your friends care more for you than you'd think.
Last time I met Sara, we discussed life, love and loss in detail. It made me realise that I'm not the only one in the world being victimised for love; it happens to practically everyone. But it's just so wrong; I mean, sure stuff that requires hard work should always be worth it, but why do we have to try so hard, or just give up like that? It's too damaging on people's psyche. I can't imagine the amount of pain there is in the world just because of relationship problems.
I guess that's what's wrong with the world -- people. We're all fucked up and there's nothing we can do about it.
You are [not] alone
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